There are days like today when I feel like someone who should have been screened and prevented from having children, were such a thing possible, which it probably should be if that didn't violate every human right known to man. I am clinging to the idea that tomorrow is another day and that even if we don't get a reset button, we do get to keep trying to do our best, and someday in the end I hope very much that the fact I got up every day and kept going and trying to do my best even if I fall short will be enough to keep my children out of therapy.